Tuesday, September 2, 2008

OLAAA AMIGOS. okok, today is the...erm.. third day i've been working.. and already, i and i cannot tahan that KNN Colin. his fucking irritating atitude. his work is to scold us, touch2 us, call us Darlingg, Yang... KNN! WHO ARE U TO US MEN?! but for the money, we need to bear with that KNN guyy. So far, working there was like so dammnn fun lahs. Its at town, furthermore its a shopping mall. Since its the month of puasa, instead of eating when our break, we went rounding2 the Plaza Sing.. and there are lots lots lots of memories..electric shock lah..the funny2 costumers.. the hot chi guy.. GOSH! its so f-ing fun. when we're bored..we sang...went toilet..COLD ROOM(gosh, this eskimo room is the best).. left Doreen alone.. xDD
this stories..may make u think im leading a happy life... but underneath the real me, im still not. Memories of me n my ex just keep coming back. and those memories made my emotions overcome me.. If i felt like i wanna cry, i just cried.. I've tried to hold my emotions..but slowly, tears just went out of my eyes easily.. when i want to bathe, i usually bring my hp along... sometimes, when im bathing, i read my msgs.. (i noe its weird but, its just me) I want to forget Khai..but its just fucking hard.. i felt like deleting his msgs...so dat i can forget him..but instead, i cried reading his long time msgs and dont want to delete them. sometimes, i remembered the times where he was jealous when i went out with othere guy...the times where he sulkes..sometimes, i listen to his voice which i recorded when we were talking..makes me mss him more.. ;(( and sometimes i remembered my memores with Wan.. how he cared bout me... how he was jealous.. gosh, i would just wish if i got them back.. still remember the time Wan needs to go lockup.. and asked me to msg his sister.. but actually his sister was his lil bro... he lied to his lil bro im older then him n lied to me his lil bro is his sister so that i would never fall in love with his lil bro...gaahh, makes me miss him more too ;(( and Ahmad, the way we used to talk... the way he was happy when i accepted being his gf...why am i living life miserably? why cant i just forget the past and lived on? why cant i just enjoy life? maybe, to u its nothing. to u, im just darnn stupid to fell for those jerks.. but to me, they're more then just jerks.. they are MY jerks...they left me with sweet memories which i just cant forget. they loved me like no one can... Khai, Wan, Ahmad.. Boyfriends i never forget. thanks for the love u gave me before. it was memoriable..n believe me, even if i had to cry blood, i wont forget u guys.. ;(

você desejo sempre ser uma fração ye me♥5:16 AM

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SHAF ♥ CRISTIANO
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SHAFFIESHAFFIESHAFSHAF loving&missing her babes&dudes.
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NurShafiqah Bte Mohd Muklas/Mrs Cristiano Messias Ronaldo Dos Santo Aveiro;
SHAF♥ better.
married to |♥Cristiano|
half malay half portuguese ehem!
hating and loving is just a part of lifee.
a BIG BIG girl with BIG BIG dreams and HIGH HIGH hopes.
someone fun once you know her.
dangerously_in_luv_gal@hotmail.com(msn) ;))
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*cristiano ronaldo♥♥♥
*khai♥♥ back
*ayun♥♥
*wan♥♥ back
*ahmad♥♥ back
*meet hot emos
*meet hot rockers
*meet hot footballers
*meet hot shufflers
*meet hot actors
*meet hot hunks
*cats(fake/real)
*babies/barbie dolls xD
*mp3
*iPhone
*iPod
*Cotton-On shirts
*SHADESSS!!!
*hoodies
*skinny jeans?
*straight jeans
*tight fit jeans
*new sony ericson walkman phone!
*sony earpiece(not walkmwan's)
*Fazilah to Die Die Die!
*shorts
*3/4 shorts or jeans
*laptop!
*DELL laptop
*NO SCHOOL!
*only friends
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