Tuesday, August 5, 2008

HEYA!
sorry long long time never update.
no mood uh.
serious talking.
this month just fucking suck?
or izit me who fucking suck?
too many horrible things happened too little time.
firstly,
fought with bestie akid.
&, he doesnt want to talk to me anymore.
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secondly,
just broke with Ahmad.
half happy half sad.
happy bcos, finally, i wouldnt have felt like im the only one loving him...
and i dont need to worry...to wait for his calls/sms...
sad bcos, his my bf anyway.....watever it is, the feeling of love towards him still have right?
and memories of our best times keep coming bck..
but im just trying to live my life happily.
and u noe wat?
the night before we broke.
he called me.
we dont talked that much.
just the usual stuffs.
he sulks cos i chnged my msn display name to shafAYUN.
instead of shafAHMAD.
well, ur partly wrong dude.
u made me feel u dont love me anymore.
actually u dont..
i noe.. ==
and he hate it when i dont talk...
as if like i got some prob..
actually i do, baby its u.! =.-
then when want to put down phone...
he just said 'bye, anyhing msg.'
without any kisses or sayang like he always do.
and just put down the phone....
makes me more mad then sad.
felt wrong, sms-ed him.
never reply.
wat fuck.
hello! im trying to be nice here!
the next day(today)..
never go school..
sick..
check hp..
got this msg saying..."u....i nk mintak break uh'
as in.."u...i want to ask for break"
i dont feel anything actually.
i dont feel sad neither happy tat this happened.
but im quite proud about wat i answered him..
i just took it easy and asked him one last quest..
that is, he stead with me to replace his gf...or bcos tat he really2 love me.
from now no ans.
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EH BIG FUCK AH EH!
i wont die bcos of u.....
say i got too many boy friends..
but u ever c ur face in the mirror?
eh hello, ur girl friends are more then mine ok.
dont step big fuck at here.
ur words of love to me doesnt mean at all.
next time, dont say it when u dont mean it.
i hate this type of fucking ppl.
dont love just say.
dont made me the one who must love u all the way!
ass hole~
ohya, the third one is..
my mom is going through an op.
let the op be a private thing k?
i dunno wat to do......
probs just keep coming in.
im TRYING to njoy my life.........
but its soo fucking hard.
ermmm.
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WAANN!
~❤Muhd Yuzrin Daniel.
baby, happy advance 3 months aniversary.
im so lucky to have u, and to compare to those uncivilised jerks, ur whole lot better!

você desejo sempre ser uma fração ye me♥6:30 AM

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SHAF ♥ CRISTIANO
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SHAFFIESHAFFIESHAFSHAF loving&missing her babes&dudes.
------------------------------------------ ♥SHAFFIESHAFFIESHAFSHAF
NurShafiqah Bte Mohd Muklas/Mrs Cristiano Messias Ronaldo Dos Santo Aveiro;
SHAF♥ better.
married to |♥Cristiano|
half malay half portuguese ehem!
hating and loving is just a part of lifee.
a BIG BIG girl with BIG BIG dreams and HIGH HIGH hopes.
someone fun once you know her.
dangerously_in_luv_gal@hotmail.com(msn) ;))
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*cristiano ronaldo♥♥♥
*khai♥♥ back
*ayun♥♥
*wan♥♥ back
*ahmad♥♥ back
*meet hot emos
*meet hot rockers
*meet hot footballers
*meet hot shufflers
*meet hot actors
*meet hot hunks
*cats(fake/real)
*babies/barbie dolls xD
*mp3
*iPhone
*iPod
*Cotton-On shirts
*SHADESSS!!!
*hoodies
*skinny jeans?
*straight jeans
*tight fit jeans
*new sony ericson walkman phone!
*sony earpiece(not walkmwan's)
*Fazilah to Die Die Die!
*shorts
*3/4 shorts or jeans
*laptop!
*DELL laptop
*NO SCHOOL!
*only friends
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