Tuesday, June 17, 2008

yesterday n today alot of crying..
yesterday bcos of my father's operation and..
he had to stay in the hospital.
nvr gone through this....
so i cried.
kept remembering the good times we've been through.
and...
today..
the worst news ever
my ayun❤ is going to leave me for 6 months!
6 MONTHS!!!!
not 6 days...
he said, he could not bare to let me go.....
bcos, he noe my type.
2 days jer, im missing him..
how about 6 months.
he's going through o levels.
so he cant online........
;(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
gosh, i cried ike hell.
i love him like hell sia.
even though his just my bf in habbo.
he wanted to break.
with an unwilling heart
bcos he wanted the best for me.
he dont want me to be lonely.
but, I DONT WANT.
i wanted him to still be mine...
then,we did not break.
i told him.
watever it is; i still wants him.
no one else.
we spent the last night talking
;(
haiz.
how could he do this to me.
i love him so muchh
;(
u can read, but u dunno wat state i am in.
life, why are u like this?
y bad news keep coming?
baby ayun, i love you.
i swear i do.
those msgs will keep coming.
to let my missing off ya.
BABY, I CANT STOP CRYING.
i need you.
haaaaaaaaaaaiiizzzzzzzzzzzz
babe, dont ever leave me.
*muahcks................................................

você desejo sempre ser uma fração ye me♥8:37 AM

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