Sunday, May 4, 2008

dunno why,
kept saying to myself.
"shaf nvm, this life will be over any day. u r going to meet ALLAH s.w.t soon"
yeah i bet it won't.
just hope time will pass by.
as fast as it can.
cos i noe..
there's no use to live.
and is wrong to kill myself.
so i just wait.
for "that time" to come...
u noe wat,
i've once dreamt...
that when i was sleeping...
someone killed me.
and my family and friends were happy about it.
my funeral wasnt a good one.
cos they just dont care.
and i noe they wont..
no one will come.
not even my bestest friend.
my grave?
its a baaaaaad one.
everyone have a normal grave.
mine? dirty.
but i didn't noe that angels will come.
after i died.
a guy, a handsome one wearing a white shirt., came to take me.
where?
i dunno..
but i knew he took me.
and we was just flying.
flying like a bird.
maybe more than that.
because we are flying so high....
its like higher than the universe.
i thought that day wont come.
but it came, into my dreams.
we reached a place.
i dunno where izit.
but...
it looks like heaven.
bcos it was cold inside.
i dunno y, i took out my shoes and walk on the marble floor.
it feels so great.
when u look up.
all u can c is clouds...
clouds that is blue as it can be...
then everybody in there..
was like god damn preety and handsome..
i dunno y..
but it just happened.
the girls was like saying hi n wanted to make frends with me..
the guys was like...
giving me what i wanted in real life.
things that i nvr got when i was still living....
i was like so happy.
i cried..
but good things will have to end.
my mo waked me up.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was soo good. that she had to wake me up.
i just wish.
that this dream will come again
atleast once more.
oh god, pls.
even if it doesnt happens in the real life.
i wish it will in my dreams.
thats my only wish.

você desejo sempre ser uma fração ye me♥1:12 AM

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SHAF♥ better.
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half malay half portuguese ehem!
hating and loving is just a part of lifee.
a BIG BIG girl with BIG BIG dreams and HIGH HIGH hopes.
someone fun once you know her.
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